I am back again after a gap of almost 2 years

Last night I just realized that even I have blog. It was long forgotten and when I got myself logged in and went through some of my post....it brought back tears to my eyes. Tears of happiness, tears of sadness. Those were the days when blogs were "in thing" and it is still.....and will continue to be!! I also realized that all my post are in running letters and now when I have put up a courage to make my blog public, I have no intention of editing. It has some special memories hidden behind it. Now lets come back to the present date.

Mumbai:
It's been almost six months I landed in this city of dreams. I wouldn't say its a beautiful place but the people here have definitely made me feel special. Its like a second home for me. Two years back who would have thought that one day I will end up in this place. Currently I am attending coaching classes for CAT 2010. Strange!!!! sometimes I can't believe that Iam actually going to appear for CAT.....but I am confident. Initially I used to feel so demotivated......there were times when i couldn't solve a single problem and I used to question myself, "are you really serious about CAT????" ......and.....now.....Iam regaining my confidence level again and this time it is not going to die down.
My classmates are very sweet. Not even once did they make me feel that I was different from them. When my lecturers look at me and talk with me....I feel wanted...the feeling is simply undefined. These little gestures may not mean anything to many people but for a person like me who has left her home behind means alot. I try to find my happiness in these little things and try to laugh, smile and make others happy as much as I can. People complements me that I have a beautiful smile....I try to make full use of it!! For some reason I feel that when I laugh and smile than the whole world is admiring me. Maybe its just an imagination but I am happy....so don't wake me up and make me face the truth that my imagination is false. It will break me down.....BIG TIME!!
Train journey is something that always leaves me in awe. The kind of crowd I meet is UNBELIEVABLE. People really loves to travel in crowded train. I have a phobia of being in crowded place so I have to praise myself for putting up a brave front. "In order to get over the phobia.....you have to face it!!" I guess this is Gods' way of making me face the reality. It's true "REALITY SUCKS". Nevertheless, I am begining to love the ride as long as its less crowded. Music and cool breeze....your hair flying like a heroine makes you feel like as if you are enacting a scene from a romantic film or serial where everything is so perfect!!!! Oh! I simply love that feeling though I know its just the opposite, there is no harm in dreaming and Mumbai main toh log heroine bana kay liya ata hai (people come to Mumbai with dreams of becoming actress....).....lol!!!!! Atleast I don't fall into that category but then if the opportunity knocks my door....you never know!!!!! I may just switch my MBA dreams to acting!!!!
Girls of my age are mostly into shopping n clubbing but these things doesn't gel with me!!!! Instead, I prefer to visit Bandra Bandstand and just walk around!!!!! I am not even interested in meeting bollywood stars. People wait aimlessly outside Mannat House just to get SRK glimpse, under scorching heat during daytime. I feel amazed to see them like that. I also have my own list of stars that I would like to meet but then waiting outside their house is simply not my cup of tea. But then that is also one form of passion and before I leave Mumbai I guess I will also try to experience that passion but not for SRK but instead my favourite couple Arjun and Rati!!!! If I can meet them then its almost like meeting SRK and Kajol. CRAZY ME!!!!!
That's it 4 today!!!!!

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